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happy Birthday To Me

hi friends. Well, last Thursday was my birthday and I’m a year older but I’m not sure if I am any wiser. I’m still the same person inside and out, with all my flaws and my strengths intact.
most years I look forward to a birthday, in the hopes of something big happening, as far as receiving something just because. Well, it does not always happen but I’m not really that upset because, I don’t really expect anything big these days. after all, I am now 43 but I still feel like a kid inside and I sometimes do things that are to my detriment. I won’t get into my flaws here because this is not the post to do that. If I wanted to do that to myself with the entire world reading it I would be crazy and that, I am not. I am much more levelheaded and I try to think about things before I do them as best I can.
do I have any goals for the next year? Well, I have no goals whatsoever. To set them would be impossible because years ago I wanted to do things that were almost impossible for me to do in school but I couldn’t do the back then. For example: I was so jealous of people getting high marks on their tests so once I actually wrote down I want to get a 99% mark on everything. I don’t remember exactly what I said but it was something to that effect. I actually came close to that when I passed my amateur radio exam with a 93% mark. If you were not a ham radio operator this will mean nothing to you. However if you are, you know that in Canada this allows you to get on all bands, without Morse code privileges. Basically, your license lists you as basic with honors. Really, that’s all I really wanted and I’m happy with it.
so what’s in store for me this year? Well, who’s to say but I can say that things will go along much the same. If things change they change and I’m not going to worry about it too much, unless it is a real drastic one. right now I’m just looking forward to the summer and hopefully that brings much the same type of weather we had last year in southern Ontario. I can’t wait to go out a lot more often and be with people. I guess the only thing I’m looking forward to trying to do is to find someone in my life who will be with me, whom I could eventually come home to and who will love me for all my faults and my strengths. I have tried out the Tinder app but I’ve been unsuccessful so far in finding somebody who actually will stick around with me long enough to actually chat and maybe even meet for coffee. i’ve had people who matched up with me who just said hello and that’s it. Some have even chatted with me but that’s as far as it went. I will not give up though and I will stick around with the app and keep trying, until I find my match. i’m sure that she is out there and we will find each other one day when we least expect it.
well, I know this post is kind of disjointed but that’s all I could think of today. talk to you next time.

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